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August 31, 2001

Wow!

Can you believe it? Here I am... I'm back. I suppose since I have a 3 day weekend I'm kind of giddy... I don't know. What's been happening? I had a Birthday (August 21st)... my 29th! I feel old. :(

I got a new car! :D A 1991 Buick Regal. It's Silver & Black. I love it!! I know this may not sound very new, but if you had seen my old car it's quite an improvement. It actually makes it more than 2 miles without dying on me.

I haven't been online much...been trying to spend time with my family. The kids go back to school Sept. 4th... & then I'm switching from 10 hours a day to 7 so I can be here when they get home. Hopefully this will be a good thing, & they won't feel so deprived of Mommy time.

I've been getting some strange emails. Like people really wanting to ask me things... I swear I'm the last person you want to be asking. I think I'm going to have to start a forum so maybe people can ask questions, & get some help besides from me... :) Maybe this weekend...this should be ok, as long as people don't base their real life decisions on my answers. I can just see it now.... I'm no dear Abby you know. Maybe this is a bad idea... I dunno.

My 2 emails this week were one person asking me what "monitor testing" was, & how to make it stop... & someone asking "Have you got a hang up of someone trying to contact the President of the

United States, or don't you know how to make the contact?" Hmmm.....

Oh well...I'm outta here for a while. I think I'm going to maybe change my calendar. hehe

Posted by Jewels at 07:39 PM | Comments (0)

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Welcome to my life...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life