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July 29, 2001

My first real post in a long time...

Well, well... I am still alive, just busy with weird stuff. It took me long enough to get Grey Matter set up & then once it was, I was so sick of the whole thing I needed to stay away for a while. :) I'm over it.

My search box is broken, sorry I don't have the patience to figure it out right now. I'm debating whether to remove it all together, or just switch it to a handy little search Google box. Not that I have any archives left to search anymore. I'm such a vagabond... (Ok. I know it's not lost I'm just really too lazy right now to move it over, or even link to it...whatever).

I'm wondering...is there a Greymatter setting that keeps it from reloading the page each time it opens or refreshes? I bet there is.. i'll have to look. That's really annoying with my humongo graphic @ the top there. I know I'm so rotten for not stiking with the whole Jeeves/spoof design here...I was just SO sick of it. Oh well I'm sure this won't be around long either. :)

I'm tired...going to bed. Will have tons of pics up soon... I hope. I'm trying to find a good photo album I can use on this 2000 server OR waiting for AJ to fix his php album he wrote so it's compatible with Windoze.

Nitey nite....

Posted by Jewels at 10:59 PM | Comments (0)

July 22, 2001

Testing again...

Lets see if this deletes my old post...I bet it does. I really have to figure this out. It's driving me batty. My search form is so screwed up too! Ugghh. I think that things gonna have to go away.

Posted by Jewels at 02:12 PM | Comments (0)

How weird

Why does this keep telling me there are no entries...? aagghh! & deleting the entries I posted... aacck!

Posted by Jewels at 12:32 AM | Comments (0)

**Welcome to my life...**
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life